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[Jun. 16th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
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i dont rele feel like ever writing in this thing n e more...i have an xanga and i like it more...no one reads it or comments it so i guess its just not worth it...idk if u think i should still update in here leave itin comments and if i get enough then i guess i will |
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| fill this out and comment on it for me please!! |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|01:39 pm] |
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| | class...still | ] |
Would you:
[ ] Talk to me
[ ] Kiss me
[ ] Hug me
[ ] Lick me
[ ] Kill me
[ ] Love me
[ ] Hate me
[ ] Hold me
[ ] Lie to me
[ ] Be true to me
[ ] Hurt me
[ ] Sing with me
[ ] Dance with me
[ ] Cuddle with me
[ ] Let me make a move on you
[ ] Make a move on me
[ ] Caress me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Go out with me
[ ] Please me in more ways then 1
[ ] Let me kiss you up and down
[ ] Watch a movie with me
[ ] Get me a birthday gift
[ ] Let me borrow your car
[ ] Take a shower with me
[ ] Be my gf/bf
[ ] Be there for me
[ ] Buy me a drink
[ ] Bring me around your friends
[ ] Give me a massage
[ ] Take me to the club
[ ] Have sex with me
[ ] Go to sleep with me
[ ] Let me be your first for something
[ ] Skinny dip with me
[ ] Get drunk with me
[ ] Get drunk and make fun of me
[ ] Let me get drunk and make fun of you?
[ ] Be kinky with me
[ ] Take care of me if i wasn't feeling good
[ ] Let me take care of you
[ ] Re-post this for me to answer your questions? |
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| *its been awhile* |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
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| |  gotta go right now! | ] |
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| | my french class | ] |
its been awile since i wrote in ehre but yea...look in my xanga cause ive kinda been writing in there...me and mike soroczxak went out for like 3 hours the other night...yea crrraaaazzy shit happended well its over ask me bout it if u wanna hear wat happended...tomorrow is kennywood day! im soooo exciteed im gonna bring like 5 outfits ! so is leah and katrina...its gonna b fun!...im in french...i havnt dontme hair or wore make-up in the past two days i just havnt rele felt like gettin rede...i think jesse is still madd at me when my name is brought up he just cheanges the subject but hwen i asked him he said he didnt kno but he still wont tlak to me....im in french riiiight now so i cant say much...i was over samis from friday to monday cause my mommy and eric was in philly all weekend then new york onmonday...my mom got chanel sunglasses (im so taking ythem) and a louis vuton purse! so cuuuuute!...yesturday i got the shhets and confider set for my bed its all pink and purple ! i <33 it!..lol it looks niiiice...then after kim stopped over to give me my book she looked sooo cute! and it was her and shanes 4 month anniversiary!~...happy anniversiry abbe!....there r gonna b sooo many mistakes in this cause i cant see wat i am typing cause if i pull up the screen my teacher will yell at me then write me up!!/...i gotta pee!
k well tahts all i have to say for now ill get into greater detail if i feel like it when i get home...
btw i have an "E" in world cultures but im gonna bring that up i alrede started on some of the work i need and i have a "C" in science she told us today then i have a "B" in general music he todl us that today...im not suuure bout friench but im only missing like 2 things so im gonna do them atleast one of them to get my grade up but i think i have a "C" in there....then communications i havin done 2 book activities but everything else is good so i might stilld o like 1 of thhose i either have a high "C" or a low "B" in that class...im not suure bout math tho....
kw ell gtg love ya byyyyee!! <333 |
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| * wonder what she has that i dont.But i realize shes perfect for him & im just the girl on da side* |
[May. 30th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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| | the little people in my head | ] |
i dotn rele feel like updating..i just got home from sarahs house i made a new s/n
alwaysx3loveyou
please start to IM me on that...
The title of this entry makes me wonder...but i dont rele feel like talking bout it...
ill update about my day later...im tired and a lil sadd...me and ***** r kinda fighting again and i dont like it...but were get past it...were gonna have our obsticles and were gonna make it through them...i kno we can...i just gotta trust it...i think im gonna stop talkin to him for awhile...its gonna be hard but i can make it...thats wat tiffany said to do and its kinda makin sense...so im gonna try not to call or text him...
but i think im gonna go now...
comment even tho theres not much to comment to...about my situation i guess?...or my title seeing how most of u prolly kno wat i mean...
SHES FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND IT MAKES ME JEALOUS...I WONDER IF HE LIKES ME???...IT HURTS!!! |
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| *its raining* |
[May. 30th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
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| | Austin Powers | ] |
Im over sarahs house...thats all i have to say for now...ill update when u get home... |
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| ...Because you kill me |
[May. 29th, 2005|08:35 pm] |
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| | Hawthorne Heights - Ohio is for lovers | ] |
okkk....
well friday night i went to ice castle there was bareley n e one there...lol which was fun cause like i was just with tiffany all night and once we got bored me her, rachel and her friend cheryl went onto the bleachers and were dancing and all of the like lil 10 year olds that were trying to hit on me and tiffany all night were like loving it...then jesses lil bro was there and i started tickeling him on the ice it was sooo funny!...lol hes sooo cute..hes like a mini jesse i love it!!!okkk then i slept over sam davis house...it was funish...we went to sleep at like 1??? and woke up at like 10ish???...lol then we went for a walk and since it was raining my make up got all messed up and my hair got curly lol but i didnt care wat i looked like!...ok then we went back to her house and just chilled...then we decided tot alk to wendys to get frostys lol and it was fun then we walked to myrtle and sat on the swings then got rained on ALOT!!! once we got back to her house i just threw up my hair and was like fuck it...then found out that her lil 10 year old bro lieks me but it was sooooooo funny!..lol then me and jesse got into it and i was like watever FUCK YOU!!! and then i was like come down to sams house (he lives up the street from her) and he was like no not after u been a bitch and said fuck you and shit and i was like omg he is talking this sooo seriously and shit...well then later at liek 9 he was like come up so i was like grrrr! and sam and i walked up and it was cute cause he was workin on his dirtbike lol...and he brought out his lil kitty and gave it to me and i was sooo happy cause its adorable!!! lol....and we barely talked...i thik he's still kinda madd at me and i rele rele hate fighting with him...then today i got up and got rede to go to a picnic with my aunt linda at my moms dads moms sisters sons sons house and it was like the first tyme i ever met him but he is sooo cool!...he was on stage with social distortion on fridaynight then he like got to meet all the bans that were at the concert and shit i thought it was sooo awesome!!!...loland he got like 5 things autographed it was awesome!!! lol then my sister drove a Quad...i could've but i didnt wanna...lol...and now im home..im soo tired and i have to get up at like 8 to see tiffany march in the parade...shes sooo lucky i love her! i wouldnt do this for just n e one!!!...lol but it will b fun i love that girl!!! awww and then i talked to kimmi today which is exciting cause i wanna get real close to her again...but we'll see what happens! lol...soo i guess ill update tomorrow but i dont kno when ill b ablke too cause im gettin up at 8 then talking to brookline then im comin home and gettin rede to go to the pirate game with my mommy soo ill c wat i can do!!!
So cut my wrist and black my eyes!!! |
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| *im loved...i guess?* |
[May. 27th, 2005|10:11 am] |
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wow i updated yesturday...and it seems like i havent updated in 4 ever! well yesturday erykah and juliyan (my step bro and step sis) came over and i got bored so i decided to talke them down to pauline park...well when we were walking downt here we saw charlie and john jones...and they were like yea we were just walkin to ur house so iw as like ok well then u can come with us...then charlie john and juliyan became new best friends! and i dont even think i wanna kno wat they were talkin bout...lol then we all came back to my house at like 9:30...then we just sat at my computer then i got bored with that and we all went outside...first we just sat in the tree in my backyard...and i got bored with that so i layed in the grass and looked at the stars...i love doing that...kim and i used to do it alll the tyme down vanucci...i miss that...we would like just sit there and talk...about everytrhing...i rele miss it...well n e way then we were just laying htere and my mom said i had to come in and charlie left...well back to the important stuff...when we were in my house i texted his cell phone...even tho he was sitting right next to me...and i was like heyy. and he was like bitch i love u...well i didnt think nothin of it i just thought it was a joke ...so then today i texted him and was like heyy..but hes in erie...so he was like .......i dont get service in erir so ill talk to u later love u brandy...and i was like omg he was serious?!?!?! but i was just like ok call me later...he dont love me?...and i dont love him so im not gonna say it back...i rele dont love him...thats grrrr!?!??! y would he do that?...and he trys too hard to impress me...he willl do/say n e thing just to make me like him and he dont have to...i feel so badd cause every one will be like he likes u soo much i hink u should go out with him but i dont want a boyfriend...and i cant do that...
today is keitha dn steves birthday (they r my cousins)...they turn 21!!! woot ! drinking leagally! keith is in iraq for the usmc ( untied states marine corps)...i love htem ! (happy birthday guyys)...!
well yea i just had to say taht...plz comment i dont kno wat to do.....! |
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| *You are my Dream* |
[May. 26th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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| | Greenday; Waiting | ] |
okkk i havent updated in 3 days...
Well the other night i had a dream about bo...ive been thinking bout him a lot lately well wat do u kno the day after i have the dream bout him...he comes to see me...it was cute he called and was like ocme outside im at your house...hehe...and i kissed his shoulder (he got an operation)...
okkk...riught now im talking to kim...which makes me happy...i wanna fix my friendship with her...and like get as close as we were in the summer..if not then closer...she is an AMAZING person...and even better if u accuactly talk to her...shes more than just beauty...but i think kim gonna see if she can come over sometyme she said she wants to so were gonna see when!
yesturday...jimmy called me and he was with jesse and i was like isnt jesses birthday tomorrow and he was like no its today...so then i called sarah and jessica and they came over for a lil bit...then jesse and jimmy were gonna come but they couldnt...so me sarah and jessica just went to pauline and sat of the swings...it was nice...
we have tomorrow off and monday so a 4 day weekend...im gonna make the best of it...i wanna go to ice castle tomorrow but i have no money...$$$...edd and mike stidle are supposed to skateto beechview semi-early which that should b fun...i think im gonna see if someone wants to come ova later and just watch a movie then i think im gonna o to bed early and get up at like 11...maybe 10...i need the sleep...today i didnt feel well at all...cause i got *somthin*...and i didnt get much sleep last night so i took 3 IB profens at lunch and then walked a mile for gym and feel asleep in world cultures...i feel better now but my belly still kinda hurts...
im trying to talk my mom into letting me have n end of the year party...once i get more info on that ill tell ya but i dotn think its happening but i might b able to talk her into it...
i cant think of n e thing else i wanted to put...not n e thing important enough...if i think of n e thing ill make a new entry or ill put it into my comments...but i think im good for now...leave me a comment...
*Brandy Lynn* |
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| *This is cute* |
[May. 23rd, 2005|07:29 pm] |
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| | Ashlee Simpson | ] |
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.... and he
said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face
The boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever.
I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
cute Quotes:
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend
will be sitting next to you saying .. WOW! That was great!"
Friends are forever...guyys are whatever
If love is around every corner, then i must be walking in circles
wouldnt it be good if we could be together take me away...take me far away from here i will run with u...dont be afraid...
you smile down on me like heaven does down on earth...
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What would you do/say if i said "i think i love you"
I just want to be accepted for who i am...forget that i just want to be accepted...
Here i am perfect as i'm ever gonna be u'll see love me for me ...stick around im not the kind of girl ull wanna leave u'll see...love me for me...
all the "pieces of me" |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|06:39 pm] |
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| | Frickin' A jessies girl...and my thoughts | ] |
ok i havent updated since friday...i havn't felt like it ... well friday night was *fun*...ok friday night was really FUN!.jesse flipped me over the wall!!!lol it was soooo funny...and he made me like spin with ihm and i fell...i knew i would...then him and jimmy kept sprawing tiffany and i with silly string its all good tho...saturday night was... *nice* ...i slept ova samis house...we watched pulp fiction,darkness falls and spiderman...then at 5:30 mike and jude left...sami and i went up to her room read a magizine for an hour (which flew by) then we both fel asleep at 6:30... then her mom woke us up at 12:30...so yea ... then we went and picked up mehgan and on the way back to samis ... we passed my dads houze and mny step mom was sittin ont he porch...and we stopped to talk to her and she was like u gotta come see the kittens before their all gone (my old cat thats ova there had kittens) so i was liek can i come in now? and she was like yea so we all went in and omg they were so cute...and little...so n e way i wanted to go get me skate board and she said it was kool...so i went lookin for it...i came back upstairs and my dad bitched at me.. but u kno wat at first i didnt care...maybe im so used to it or maybe it was cause i was expecting it i dont know but afte awhile it got to me..i dotn kno y...maybe cause he's my dad..this is the first time ive accuactly referred to him as my dad too...cause he disowned me...im not good enough to be his daughter...im such a fuck up...to him n e ways....i kno in my friends eyes im not...maybe thats wat always kept me up and not letting him get to me all the tyme...thanks guyys i love u ... it just kinda gets to me that my friends love me more than my own dad...i dunno...well then after all of that watched final destination 2...it was a rele rele good move but eww it was discusting...but still good...lol...then eric came home yesturday...and i got pissed off and mike (D.) called me and he was havin problems wit his girl...he told me i was his best friend and made me *smile* which is good cause i needed it...and he also told me thanks foe being there for him... lol it was sweet and that also made me smile...hehe...and today i was being a bum i wore sweat pants and a BIG adidas shirt (its erics) and i didnt wear n e make up and i just threw up my hair...school was gay as usual and i had to give my speech in communications...but it was all good...hehe...then i got home called jimmy (by the way he dont hate me...i figured that out on friday hes so cute i love him!!!) ok and talked to him for awhile and now im here and im bored but im happy cause people make me happy...but i need to talk to some people then i need to get a shower and decide on if im gonna make my thrill ride for science or not...comment on this or dont i can care less n e more...love u guyys |
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| im dead |
[May. 20th, 2005|04:13 pm] |
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| | karlie talkin on da phone | ] |
okkkk....well i just got hom like 10 minutes ago and my mom obviously got my progress report cause they sent them out yesturday and it wasnt in the mail...i have no idea wat its gonna be like...i think i have a d in science on there...but i brought that up...im not sure bout math tho...i kno im missin 2 homeworks but the one just happended cause i didnt get it ...AT ALL! then the otha one i didnt kno wat to do...im good in french,gym,music but im not sure bout world cultures...ive ben doing like ok on the tests but i am missing some homework...im communications im fine im just missing my book activity but im going to do that this weekend and turn it in on monday...then i did my persuasive essay last night and turned it in today...i think it was good.....we took a test in science yesturday and it was pretty eassy im guessing that i got a B on it...then the other 2 tests that we took in there this report period i got C's on both...not too badd but i can do better...i really am gonna do good on this report card...in french i have a 76% C...im only missing 2 things and im gonna do them this weekend too...that way ill have like a high B in that class...we also have our thrill ride projects that are due on monday and i kno its gonna be hard...but im gonna start to think of idea then if i cant build one then ill draw it and write the report...im gonna put a lot of thought into that cause i know that if i try i can do pretty good...tonight i wanna go to ice castle...if i can...i rele hope i dont get grounded..so if i dont rele update that often dont worry im just grounded...but i dont know ill c wat happens...jude is supposed to be ehre in 10 minutes to give me my money and if he dont im gonna kill him cause i need it ( i wont rele kill him...) but n e ways...wish me luck bout this whole progress report thing..im gonna need it!... |
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[May. 19th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
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| | xavier talkin... | ] |
hii
im in school...today was grrr.ok?...charlie showed everybody this picture of sami and i kissing...(long story) and now no 1 will shut up about it...then we were in french and everyone kept puttin this picture of a clown in front of me..it was scary...rele scary...and now im sittin by xavier an mike and they wont leave me alone! grrr...how do u make xavier shut up???...lol...its all good tho...well i got to go cause class is bout to change.;...i prolly cvant update later but ill try...love ya guyys... |
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[May. 18th, 2005|11:36 am] |
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im in school again...this is so lame!...im hungry im in communications then i have lunch then i have gym then i have world cultures then science...i had 2 periods of math today and grr i swear mr. creo is on drugs...well n e way....hehe well last night i got home at like 9:30 then i called mickey and awww hes so cute im not madd at him n e more!...hehe...but he still should've came ova on saturday and still should've gone to the dance!...aww my little stars r so cute....i have this stupid thrill ride project that is due on the 23rd and i dont even know wat im gonna do...its so comfusing!..like i think im gonna draw it and not build it cause i dont have much time...and i dont rele kno how to build a roller coaster???....grrr...i rele have to bring up a lot of my grades mostly sciency i have like a 67% D thats not good but its high so it wont be rele hard to bring up...i have no idea wat my grade is in math but i kno i should try to bring it up...i just dont get that class though....rele i dont...mike just gave me a piece of gum...finally...hehe ive been asking him for like 4 ever! yay!!!...but yea im finding stuff for my persuasive essay so ill update later...im gonna do why people shuld exercise...cause i feel badd for fat people...i dont like fat people no offence to n e one reading this...in targeting to xavier he needs to lose weight and if he thinks that he can say shit to me and my frineds then were gonna do it back...ill bbl/// |
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[May. 17th, 2005|01:01 pm] |
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Im at my aunts...i didnt wanna come here tho my mommy made me...i had plans and she didnt even care...ryan and mike were gonna com to beechview today to see me but nooo i gotta be over here...then tonight i was supposed to go to the pirate game with charlie,jude and ashley but once again nooo!...it just ruins EVERYTHING...i had a lot of time on my hands so i thought about stuff...i really had to clear out my mind...i thought about charlie and ashley and mostly jesse...i hate the situation im in..in evry single way like with me liking jesse but not being able to be with him and charlie likeing me and the only reason that i was gonna go out with him is so he will be happy and so i dont get hurt again like i did with the jesse situation...i just didnt wanna make that mistake again...why dont i ever care about my own feelings??? its always been well id ont wanna hurt them or i dont wanna hurt this person but then im always the one getting hurt?????....well n e ways im confusing myself so ill just finish...i watched bridgettes diary 2 last night....it was good...then i went to bed at like 12 and got up at like 11...i slept good but im still mad...its my day off of school and i dont even get to c my friends or do wat i want...i rele wanna c ryan and i wanted mike to come to beehview...well he did he just told me...but of course i wasnt there!...i still love u mike!....well im gonna c if ryan can come tomorrow!...im gonna finish gettin rede i love u guyys...<33...and OWWW! my ears hurt i pearced my second holes on sunday night...ouch!...lol well comment if u read or n e thing...mike im sorry i wasnt there it wasnt my choice to come here rele!...hehe |
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[May. 16th, 2005|11:18 am] |
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Im in school and everyone is being so chatoic about this stupid gang finght that was in crashear on friday...charlie just got sent home cause he's wearing red...thats so gay...but yet no one else that is wearin red got sent home or nothin...im in communications..im supposed to be finding info for my persuasive essay...but i dont feel like it...i guess ill do it at home...i msittin next to mike and xavier...i only wrote that cause mike told me too and mike says cheese...lol...hes wearing a bright orange shirt haha im gonna make fun of him! well im gonna go and show mike how pretty my journal is...i love it!
ill update later!
Love ya! |
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| im bored so im filling out this thing... |
[May. 15th, 2005|05:56 pm] |
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| | Janes addiction; jane says | ] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Brandy
2) babe
3) babi grl
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) the dark
2) clowns
3) death
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
1) having fun
2) hugs
3) music
THREE THINGS YOU HATE:
1) pain
2) when people arn't themselves
3) You!
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) make up
2) music
3) learning
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) white hoodie
2) jeans
3) baby blue tank top
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) body
2) personality
3) eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) ice skating
2) swimming
3) dancing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1) jesse
2) coffee
3) jesse
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1) pharmisist
2)
3) i never rele thought bout it?
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1) Paris
2) california
3) egypt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) sky dive
2) stay happy
3) get married
THREE MORE THINGS:
1) im bored
2) i want jesse
3) i stole this off kimmi! |
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| Time to relax... |
[May. 15th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
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| | Seether; Broken. | ] |
Friday night was crazy...last night was crazy...but fun crazy...ill start at the beginning...i got up pretty early, made a live journal and sat on the computer...then i got ready and walked to mCdonalds cause i had a craving for a milkshake...lol...then on my way hom i herd ashley and them on her trampeline so i stopped and found out that ashley veltri isnt madd at me n e more so i was pretty happy bout that but still kinda pissed cause the other ashley is still mad at me...i can never seem to make people happy?...well n e way then i say meagan and brittany walkin so i got soo happy cause i never see meagan so they came ova for a lil...then i called jesse cause he was with jimmy and meagan wanted to see jimmy...so they met at msdonalds i couldnt go...but it started to rain so she didnt stay...she left b 4 they got there so they didnt see each other...the sami and sam and my aunt came ova and it was soooo fun...we played with side walk chalk and traced each other and wrote stuff...it was so fun....wel covered like my whole street...then since we drew on each other we had chalk on us so we changed into skirts...then charlie and james came ova...it was fun...i so would go out with him cause noe ashley says that she dont care but i still dont want a boyfriend...im gonna jump ahead...at like 11 when they left i kissed charlie...and it didnt matter to me?...usually when i kiss a guy...it means somthing to me...i get happy...cause i like them and when i kissed charlie it was liek nothing happended...but ok before that...we were bored and being stupid and charlie has a camera phone so me and sami were like ok so i put my leg over her and she put her hand on it and we kissed and charlie got hte picture...haha it looks so funny...i showed my mommy and she laughed at us...lol...but then after charlie and jimmy left we were acting like idiots..uno being our selves it was soooooooo fun....then sami and jude left and sam davis...and jude had to carry me to bed cause i was to tired to walk up the steps...lol...he tucked me in gave me a hug and kissed my fore head...then i crashed...i got up at like 12 and then watched forrest gump with my mommy and my sister...lol i love that movie...then i went for a walk...and now im here...i dont kno if i like charlie?...i kinda have mixed feelings..and i dont want a boyfriend and i dont wnt to hurt ashley...and i dont wanna lead him on if im never gonna go out with him so i gotta watch wat i do...its hard...i just wanna be with jesse...but i dont think thats ever gonna happen...i can only hope...and i hope a lot...i liek him so much...too much...i think about him a lot and talk about him a lot and he has a girl friend and i kno its not me and sometymes i think its never gonna be me but sometymes i get the feeling that one day it will be me...he loevs lacy and not me and i just cant accept that...and i really need to..any ideas?...maybe thats y i dont like n e guyys cause im so caught up on jesse...well comment on it...ill update again either later or tomorrow...o ya by the way eric left to go out of town for 10 days yesturday...yay!....so most of the tyme ill have the whole house to myself!...lol..please comment
love ya...*brandy lynn* |
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[May. 14th, 2005|10:52 am] |
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I finally made a new live journal...this one im accuactly gonna use...lol the otha one i only made 1 entry...it looks gay now but im gonna figure out how to make it pretty...lol...last night was crazy...it kinda sucked...i cryed a lot!...and mike and a couple otha people made me feel better...i wore a skirt yesturday,to school, and a lot of people liked it...i got in trouble by the dean cause my shoes were open toe...thats so gay!...then sami came ova and we got rede..then went to the dance...the DJ was sooo cute he like had longish hair...nmot too long...and i told him he was cute and he said "thank you" yay! then i kinda knew the otha dj cause lani used to work for him so he played N*sync for me...and they played slipknot and people kinda started moshing...me and sami ran into each other and it hurt our tights so we dcrided not to do that anymore...they played greenday minority and sami and i jumped up and down and screamed every word...the very last song was a slow song and sami and i slow dance then charlie came ova asked her to move then asked me to dance i <3'ed it! and khy asked her to dace he told her she was "soo pretty" and it was sweet...she is tho...but thats only the good things...ashley is mad at me cause she likes charlie and eh lieks me and she knos she will neva have a chance with him...i wont go out with him cause i dont want to hurt her but she insists that i will so she is madd at me...why do i care so much wat otha people think?...it always ends up hurting me more than it can EVER hurt them...like the whole jesse situation...but i dont wanna get into that right now...but when i got home me and my sis got into it and i cryed for like 45 mins? and then i called mike and he was like "brandy" then i was like "what" and he went " i love you like a sister" i got so happy and it kinda cheered me up and told himt hat i love him liek a brother...i do! hes the shit! him and jessica broke up cause he dont like her n e more...i didnt think it would last very long n e way...i fell asleep at like 1ish and got up aat like 9 from my mom katie and eric i awnted to kill them...its all good tho...i think im gonna walk to brookline today and try to have a good tyme...when i told mike that i aws thinkin bout it he said that he wanted to chill with me and once angain it made me feel good...so yea im gonna do more shit to my live journal to make it pretty then get a shower and shit...uno how it is
i probably fucked up a lot of the typing but its all good...u can prolly figure it out...
please comment...if n e one sees this!
much love !
*brandy lynn* |
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